wat u put me through

i guess tis is gonna one emo update. i dunno where shuld i start but inside of me is feeling kinda emo. i dun know wat happened between us. i dun know wat affect us but i can tell u tis. i never thought we could end up like tis. i mean i feel like im the one who is standing at the corner hoping praying tat we were friends like last time again. the enjoyable texting, the no limits talking, the helpful advice, and everything juz suddenly vanished into thin air. i did put some effort on our friendship but seem like you are juz keeping the distance between us. i dun know wat else i shuld do anymore. if i try too hard, u might even juz forget me as ur friend. i have lost a few friends and i juz cant afford to lose more and more. especially friend like you, whom i can share everything. i dun really know u tat long.. though its 3 years but i admit we are juz getting better tis year but now see wat happen.. so near yet so far. wth is this man! its freaking frustrating and yet i juz cant do anything anymore! fuck lar! somehow, inside of me thinking who am i to go and ask u wat happen? could we figure tis out? wif ur stupid attitude? mayb i shuld really take my friend advice and juz forget everything.. juz keep the memories we ever had and you are the past! if tats wat u wan.. fine lets do it. i dun give a dam anymore.. you are juz delusional..