Sunday, October 12, 2008

my mind is blank. | god,pls help her!!! | im sorry

well ytd jane overnite at my house.
she got lot of prob running in her mind.
i couldnt help her.
she cried a lot nowadays
i started to worry bout her more and more.
she cried almost everyday
i really afraid tat one day she will blind
i heard ppl says tat when u person crying non-stop will lead themselves to blindness
oh god.
i wondering wats life for her??
she dun meant to be in a stupid family like now.
she is a sweet mature gud-looking girl
she dun deserve all tis.
many time i told her tat god created u for a special reason
he wont let u suffer
he has a goal.
but now i become negative.
im sorry god but i hav to say tis.
why u wanna make her suffer like tis??
i look at her crying everytime is like heartbreaking for me.
da jane i know form standard 6 and now is totally diff
she grown up
she become mature
but unfortunately why sumthg like tis could happen to her?
she's been crying day and nite juz cos of her family
she love her family
she love her mum dad and sis
firstly her sis dissapoint her so much.
when she was admitted in hospital
her sis never come and visit her and even giv her a call and asked how is she
and when she go back home.
her sis never helped her anything never call her jie
everyone around her is worrying bout her.
everyone has a question in their mind.
like how is she rite now?? are u ok?? ur family got anything??
ytd my mum told her a true story
da story is bout my mum.
how she suffer since she's 9 years old
we slept at 6 ytd
today 12.30 she went back d.
be4 tat im so regret i didnt wake up and accompany her.
i was sleeping but i juz cant help it cos im too tired.
she told me tat when she call her mum.
her mum voice was so angry.
till i go tuition im still worrying bout her
cos she told me tat she's gonna yum cha wif her mum.
i dun feel tat da yum cha is gud.
after geo,teacher gib us 5 mins to rest
so me steph kemmy and jean went to 7e
when we reach da 7e door
my phone rang and i pick up
it was jane.
she was crying while she says tis
pohkien,can i stay at ur house for few days??
i knew sumthg very very bad happened to her.
while im studying
jane sms me and told me she not coming to my house d
thn i still feel sumthg bad happen
so i borrowed kemmy phone and went out and call her.
she was crying
i couldnt hear wat she says clearly
and i told her to take a rest
dun think anything
i will call u again
tat time i really wanted to go to her house and visit her.
and i really feel like wanna kill her parents.
her parent not human
is a cold-blooded animal
urghh!!!
how can they treat her tat way.
come on lar weih..
u as her mom.
u bring her to tis world
did u forget how suffer u are for da 9 months be4 u gib birth??
an du as her dad
dun u pity her? u oso bring her to tis world
how can u guys do tis to her??
do u know cos u guys u tis stupid maniac make her couldnt concentrate on her studies
her tears juz keep on falling
no one can stop da tears
she juz wans LOVE for u guys from tis family.
is tat so hard for u to gib her sum love instead u gib all ur love to her sister??
u guys are juz a useless parents
now i dunno how to help jane anymore.
i feel tat im responsible for wat happened to her today
cos if i didnt tell my mum her prob and if my mum didnt call her mum and talk bout jane prob and if she didnt overnite at my house
today wont happen things like tis i guess.
i feel miserable
i feel tat i hav responsible for wat happened to her today oso.
god im begging u
pls help jane
pls dun make her suffer like tis.
pls dun make her cry anymore and pls make her parents her family love her.
god PLS!! I BEG YOU!!!!
i feel tat my mind is blank now
i cant think anything
i wanna help her but i juz cant think anything.
i really wanted to see her rite now.
really wanted to gib her a hug

yuki mind is black and white now..totally blank
god. help her pls.
i beg you!!!

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