Tuesday, August 5, 2008

care for sumone is sumtimes really useless.

now i think tat sumtimes u care for sumone so much.
but thn u end up wif ntg.
they dun care
tats ok if they dun care.
but thn da most hurt thing is ppl care for u and u say all those thingy is FAKE??
my god.
i cant believe sumone will say tat.
tis is so hurting man.
i guess mayb from now on.
i wont care bout anything anymore
i juz care for family,my skul family,and bestie.
tats all.
others all i wont care anymore.
those ppl are so ye man. or mayb can say mean or mayb no HEART??
oh yea.
even we dun know u well
but at least we tired.
so wat is we dun know u well??
now im regreting for trying to understand u.
tats all bullshit man.
not every ppl live wif lies.
u dun tell me u never lie be4 ok??
FRIENDSHIP for me is gonna stay forever if u appreciate it.
but if sumone cares and love u(not tat couple punya love lar)
but u didnt even know tat and u dun even wanna care or know....==
i'll say tis to u.
u can never feel the love and care from ur fren nor ppl around u beside ur family.
but thn tats ur business.
not mine or others oso.
and if u choose to walk tat way.
i'll let u walk. GO AHEAD zzz
if u think i ever did sumthg tat disrespect u or play wif u when u're serious and anything (bla bla bla)
im so sorry.
cos now i really know tat i REALLY DUN KNOW U WELL AT ALL. not even 1percent
and now I DUN EVEN WANNA KNOW oso. im not interested anymore.
and so.
ppl who are reading tis.
if u are like me.
thn im gonna ask u to wake up.
dun be so naive like me anymore.
dun treat ppl so gud.
they might think u wan benefits from them.
and mayb the might think tat u arent important to them at all.
and mayb they will hate u oso.
not asking u to dun treat every ppl nice.
juz care 4 sum ppl which u think really worth for u to care.
so wake up.
dun hurt urself.
haiz..
now think back oso i really wanna laugh.
and i oso find out tat happy times flies so fast.
anyway,thanks for da memories.
really appreciate it.
now my heart really feel so pain.
is like breaking into pieces.
and i dunno why it can end up like tis.
mayb god wan it like tat cos mayb it'll be better for me??
everything is destined.
if tis frenship really belongs to u.
it will alwiz belongs to u.
i really dunno why tis could happen to me??
mayb tis frenship really dun belongs to me.
sumtimes really feel so dulan. so sick. tired of it.
and couldnt find a way to get out from tis prob at all.
but now i finally got da answer.
and i think xavier got tat too.
tis world i sumtimes felt very small sumtimes felt very big.
being a human is really arent easy at all.
now i really sum tam jor.
regreting for being so naive.
i really wanna stop being so naive...
dunno im naive or mayb juz too dumb jor??
luckily i still got siau yean,see shi,elisa,amanda,xavier,beatrice and sum others fren(normal de)
though u guys arent my bestie.
but now overall i can see u guys are really a gud fren
like chee yang,kah ming(tis guy even though alwiz ejek me but thn stilla gud guy),kemmy and others.
thanks so much for being my fren
appreciate u guys so much.
muacks.
tats all for today i guess.
wanna go eat dinner now.
i guess i gonna post again later.
ciaoz
xoxo

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